i wake up in a castle
in a blossoming garden
feeling so lonely.
mmmmm
i hung myself in this mess filled with thorns.
tell me what do they call u
where are u running off to
how could u tell me
mmmmm
i found u've kept away in this garden.
n i know your warmth is
the closest to reality
flowers that u've picked for me
reaching for your hand
BUT this is my fate
Don't smile on me
n light on me
No i can't never take another step to u
don't have a name to call me by anymore
U know that i can't
show u me
give u me
the weaknesses that i hide u can never see
I'm wearing a mask again so i can see u
but i still want u
from this lonesome garden
wanna give u a flower
reminding me of U
mmmm
I'd give u all n' take this foolish mask off.
but i know that i can
never give u more than that
forever may not be what it is
hide this ugly now
n' I'm so afraid
that in the end
u'll leave again
n' now that it's pathetic close out the door
I'd wear a mask again so i can see u
I'm crying my soul out
I'm all alone
the walls won't hold
the castle made of sand is falling from the thin
I'm taking off the mask to go n' meet u
n' i still want u
but i still want u
n' i still want u
n' i still want u
n' i still want u